sometimes the main reason for me to blog is so that one day my kids can look back and say, "wow, my mom
is was so cool." then...i think about what i might write about, and realize, no way--they would never say that. oh well, i tried.
is life suppose to be this low-key-boring-normal at 19?
last night i laid in bed and thought about my previous life. (well have previous and future lives right?)
my life back in high school.
i played 2 instruments. all IB classes. editor of the school newspaper. 4 jobs. orchestra. YCL president. social life. president of 2 clubs. church membership. -->my question is, how the heck did i do it!?
now, i'm ONLY in school. (as of monday I quit my MTC job *insert angel choirs singing*)
and i can't even seem to find time for JUST school.
okay, so maybe my life isn't super boring.
i have big decisions to make.
where i'm going to live. who i'm going to live with. where am i going to find a job. am i taking classes this spring/summer. what am i going to wear tomorrow.
see my point?
or have i already bored you to the point of tears.
because basically all my life consists of is....
-going to classes
-going to test reviews
-3 job interviews in 2 weeks
-look at national geographic photos during class
-do math hw to the point of almost vomiting (okay, in my mind that is)
-running to catch the bus, every.single.day. (i kidd you not, i think all of byu and wyview have seen mein all my glory running to catch the bus)
-listening to lectures on sex for a whole week.
-deciding when i'm actually going to do my laundry (i've be thinking about this for a month now. you do the math)
-cutting my hair at midnight (possibly a bad choice)
-eating copious amounts of cafe rio, brownies, and chocolate chips
-eating my roommates food because she said she's not coming back for 2+weeks.
so is that wrong? i feel like i'm not contributing much to society as i sit here on my be-hind.....*sigh*
i'm going to take a shower. maybe that'll be my first step into improving society.